"I want to smile again"
Her happiness has faded.
General Info
Name: Dazzlinggaze
Previous Name(s): Dazzlingkit, Dazzlingpaw Future Name(s): None Age: 17 moons Gender: Female Residence: ShadowClan Rank: Warrior Orientation: Bisexual (Although leans a bit more towards males) |
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Appearance
Dazzlinggaze is a beautiful orange tabby. Her fur is normally in some sort of neat and clean condition, as she does like to look somewhat presentable. Dazzlinggaze's short, thin fur makes her a little more vulnerable to sharp things. Like for example thorns, splinters and claws would be able to stab her quite easily because her fur isn't too thick. Dazzlinggaze's tabby markings are stripes. The stripes are a ginger colour too, except this ginger colour is a slightly darker ginger then her main ginger colour.
Dazzlinggaze has dazzling emerald eyes, hence her name. Her eyes are a pure emerald green near the outer bit of her eyes. As the look further into the middle that pure emerald green turns into a lighter shade of green. Then on a small bit around her pupil her eye colour has faded to a mixture between light green and yellow. Dazzlinggaze's ginger pelt and emerald green eyes make it easy for her to blend into things like autumn leaves that have lush, green leaves scattered here and there.
Now looking at Dazzlinggaze, you'll see she doesn't really have broad shoulders or super muscular legs. Dazzlinggaze's build is more or less for agility. Her build makes her quite lean. So she's not quite the bulky cat. Neither is she as skinny as a skeleton. Just lean. She has legs that are strong and sturdy, but you can't see things like muscle rippling beneath.
Dazzlinggaze's pelt is generally scar free, except there is one scar that is extremely noticeable. A large scar runs from the top of her back down to the bottom of her left leg. It is the reminder of the horrors she had to experience as a young warrior.
Dazzlinggaze has dazzling emerald eyes, hence her name. Her eyes are a pure emerald green near the outer bit of her eyes. As the look further into the middle that pure emerald green turns into a lighter shade of green. Then on a small bit around her pupil her eye colour has faded to a mixture between light green and yellow. Dazzlinggaze's ginger pelt and emerald green eyes make it easy for her to blend into things like autumn leaves that have lush, green leaves scattered here and there.
Now looking at Dazzlinggaze, you'll see she doesn't really have broad shoulders or super muscular legs. Dazzlinggaze's build is more or less for agility. Her build makes her quite lean. So she's not quite the bulky cat. Neither is she as skinny as a skeleton. Just lean. She has legs that are strong and sturdy, but you can't see things like muscle rippling beneath.
Dazzlinggaze's pelt is generally scar free, except there is one scar that is extremely noticeable. A large scar runs from the top of her back down to the bottom of her left leg. It is the reminder of the horrors she had to experience as a young warrior.
Personality
Loyal | Quiet | Kind
Many moons ago, this she-cat was a very bright and happy cat. She was always bouncing around the camp, flashing a smile at every cat that she came across. Dazzlinggaze would be the cat who had your back and would cheer you up when you were sad. She was loud and cheerful, always lighting up the mood whenever she could. She saw the positive in everyone and everything, even if they weren't really that nice at first glance. She was laughing and spreading the laughter and the smiles as she went, finding great joy in seeing her clan mates feeling happy. Dazzlinggaze was an extremely kind cat, always giving up something of hers for your sake. But, that was a long time ago. As she grew older, she had a harsh lie and has since then lost her happiness.
Despite the change in her bright and bubbly personality, there are a few things about this she-cat that'll probably never change. For example, she's still helpful. She will be that shoulder that you can lean on in times of grief. She will encourage you when you feel scared or lost. She will still help you, just without that bright aura that she once had. Dazzlinggaze still finds happiness iln knowing that she's helped someone, but it's still not enough to make her smile. She can't seem to brighten her mood up like she had done so easily with everyone else's mood so long ago. This warrior will always do her best to contribute to her clan, even if she can't make herself happy whilst she's doing it.
Another thing that'll never change about her, is her loyalty. Dazzlinggaze is an extremely loyal cat, to her friends and family, and to her clan. She would horrify herself if she were to betray someone. That isn't the type of cat that she is. As long as you have her trust, she will be forever loyal to her. With her loyalty, stays her kindness. Kindness and loyalty are two of the biggest traits that you will make you want to like this she-cat. They are something that's part of her and no one can change her for it.
There is one major thing however, that has changed about her. Moons ago, she was loud. Loud and cheerful. Now she's quiet. She likes to have a conversation with a clan mate every now and again, but she doesn't just walk up randomly to someone like she used to. She doesn't randomly yell out something and get rid of awkward silences. If anything, she's the one who creates awkward silences. The past has hit her hard, but rather than taking out her anger and sadness on others, she just keeps to herself so she doesn't accidentally start blaming someone for a crime that they didn't commit.
Whilst her past hasn't been able to affect some parts of her, there are some specific parts that have been greatly wounded. Her mind has become emotionally weakened. She is now rather fragile and sensitive. Knowing this, Dazzlinggaze is cautious when she's picking her friends. She doesn't like getting close to anyone if she had even the slightest suspicion that they might try to hurt her. Yes, she is a bit paranoid.
Some might see her and think, why doesn't she just smile if she wants to? Well, it's simply because of the fact that Dazzlinggaze doesn't do something without a good reason. Why smile if you can't find any joy? That would make her just feel as though she were lying to herself. Dazzlinggaze isn't a greedy cat. No, she only has one wish. If she could wish for absolutely anything, Dazzlinggaze would wish to smile again.
Many moons ago, this she-cat was a very bright and happy cat. She was always bouncing around the camp, flashing a smile at every cat that she came across. Dazzlinggaze would be the cat who had your back and would cheer you up when you were sad. She was loud and cheerful, always lighting up the mood whenever she could. She saw the positive in everyone and everything, even if they weren't really that nice at first glance. She was laughing and spreading the laughter and the smiles as she went, finding great joy in seeing her clan mates feeling happy. Dazzlinggaze was an extremely kind cat, always giving up something of hers for your sake. But, that was a long time ago. As she grew older, she had a harsh lie and has since then lost her happiness.
Despite the change in her bright and bubbly personality, there are a few things about this she-cat that'll probably never change. For example, she's still helpful. She will be that shoulder that you can lean on in times of grief. She will encourage you when you feel scared or lost. She will still help you, just without that bright aura that she once had. Dazzlinggaze still finds happiness iln knowing that she's helped someone, but it's still not enough to make her smile. She can't seem to brighten her mood up like she had done so easily with everyone else's mood so long ago. This warrior will always do her best to contribute to her clan, even if she can't make herself happy whilst she's doing it.
Another thing that'll never change about her, is her loyalty. Dazzlinggaze is an extremely loyal cat, to her friends and family, and to her clan. She would horrify herself if she were to betray someone. That isn't the type of cat that she is. As long as you have her trust, she will be forever loyal to her. With her loyalty, stays her kindness. Kindness and loyalty are two of the biggest traits that you will make you want to like this she-cat. They are something that's part of her and no one can change her for it.
There is one major thing however, that has changed about her. Moons ago, she was loud. Loud and cheerful. Now she's quiet. She likes to have a conversation with a clan mate every now and again, but she doesn't just walk up randomly to someone like she used to. She doesn't randomly yell out something and get rid of awkward silences. If anything, she's the one who creates awkward silences. The past has hit her hard, but rather than taking out her anger and sadness on others, she just keeps to herself so she doesn't accidentally start blaming someone for a crime that they didn't commit.
Whilst her past hasn't been able to affect some parts of her, there are some specific parts that have been greatly wounded. Her mind has become emotionally weakened. She is now rather fragile and sensitive. Knowing this, Dazzlinggaze is cautious when she's picking her friends. She doesn't like getting close to anyone if she had even the slightest suspicion that they might try to hurt her. Yes, she is a bit paranoid.
Some might see her and think, why doesn't she just smile if she wants to? Well, it's simply because of the fact that Dazzlinggaze doesn't do something without a good reason. Why smile if you can't find any joy? That would make her just feel as though she were lying to herself. Dazzlinggaze isn't a greedy cat. No, she only has one wish. If she could wish for absolutely anything, Dazzlinggaze would wish to smile again.
Education
Inactive//Dead
Mentor: None
Former Mentor: Needed
Future Mentor: None
Apprentice: Open
Former Apprentice(s): Open
Future Apprentice: Open
Mentor: None
Former Mentor: Needed
Future Mentor: None
Apprentice: Open
Former Apprentice(s): Open
Future Apprentice: Open
Family |
Relationships |
Inactive//Dead
Mother: Needed Father: Needed Sister(s): None Brother(s): None Mate: Name | Current/Former | Thoughts On Sons: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Daughters: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On -- In Laws -- Mother-In-Law: Name | Current/Former | Thoughts On Father-In-Law: Name | Current/Former | Thoughts On Sisters-In-Law: Name | Current/Former | Thoughts On Brothers-In-Law: Name | Current/Former | Thoughts On -- Mother's Side -- Grandmother: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Grandfather: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Aunts: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Uncles: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Cousins: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On -- Father's Side -- Grandmother: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Grandfather: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Aunts: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Uncles: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Cousins: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On -- Other -- Nieces: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Nephews: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Granddaughters: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On Grandsons: Name | Biological/Adoptive | Thoughts On |
Inactive//Dead
Love Interest(s): Appledash | Future | Hasn't met yet Best Friend(s): Name | Thoughts On Close Friends: Name | Thoughts On Friends: Bristledawn | Hasn't met yet Acquaintances: Name | Thoughts On Enemies: Wolfglare | Hasn't met yet Rivals: Name | Thoughts On Nemesis: Name | Thoughts On BackstoryAs a young kit, Dazzlingkit was bright and kind. She was loud and tried to involve herself into everything that she could, also being quite nosy. Each day flew passed quickly and it wasn't long before she became an apprentice. She was apprenticed to_____. That was when disaster struck. Once she had come back from her first training session, news reached her that her mother had been hit by a monster. Unfortunately, her mother's injuries were fatal enough that she died. This left Dazzlingpaw horror struck and her positive attitude faded slightly. However, she held her head up high and continued to look forward, seeking the best opportunities that she could possibly find. Only a few moons later, leaf-bare struck and Dazzlingpaw could finally enjoy the snow that it had to offer. Unfortunately, it wasn't long before news reached her that her father had drowned after stepping on some cracked ice. This left Dazzlingpaw devastated, especially seeing as she had no siblings to turn to. Now without any family members, Dazzlingpaw turned to her last hope. Her best friend. For the next few moons, ____ spent their free time comforting Dazzlingpaw and trying to cheer her up. This helped the two to grow closer than ever and eventually, she found herself falling for her best friend. The moons passed by quickly and now it was time for the two cats to earn their warrior names. On that day, Dazzlingpaw smiled for the last time in a while as she received her warrior name, Dazzlinggaze. _____ also received their warrior name, _____. The two were overjoyed and Dazzlinggaze was soon considering admitting her love to ____. However, disaster struck once again. Whilst hunting with _____, they came across a rogue. The two warriors were hostile but the rogue acted innocent and near death. But the rogue wasn't, they were just acting, pretending that they were about to die of starvation, begging for help from Dazzlinggaze and ____. Feeling sorry for the cat, Dazzlinggaze went to get a drink of water for the rogue. But while she was gone, the rogue slayed _____ and left once they were done. When Dazzlinggaze returned, the horror that had been gone for so many moons returned to her gaze as she stared at the lifeless body of her best friend, the rogue's scent smothering the dead body. Enraged, Dazzlinggaze chased after the rogue and managed to find them before they could get away. The two fought and Dazzlinggaze was triumphant, the rogue dead to her paws. However, in the battle, the rogue had managed to give Dazzlinggaze a massive scratch that ran from the top of her back to the bottom of her leg left leg. The scar became the reminder of all her horrors. Ever since then, Dazzlinggaze was never the same. She had lost just about everything.
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Name Origin: Dazzling-Her dazzling emerald eyes Gaze-To go with her prefix Likes: Dislikes: Phobia: Facts:
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